Alternative title: Struts’s philosophical brain droppings.
Reading many of the threads here I reflect on questions I have asked myself many times over the years, many of which boil down to one central one. What is it that drives me to pursue this hobby, devote so much of my time, intellectual capacity (such as it is) and economic resources in pursuit of the unattainable goal of experiencing live musical event in the comfort of my living room?
I am reminded of Oscar Wilde’s definition of (fox-) hunting “The unspeakable in pursuit of the uneatable” which Edwin Hayward conflated onto Brexit “The incapable in pursuit of the unobtainable”. That kind of summarises where I feel I am in audio.
I tried to float this question on a meta level over on the Roon forum a few years ago. Unfortunately the thread pretty much crashed and burned with folks engaging in ritual duels armed only with their dogmas. Maybe I was naïve. It is a pretty large and heterogeneous group and tough to police. It is a huge and diverse society rather than a small and tightly knit club. And the question I asked “Do you identify as an audiophile?” while kicking off a lively debate there would be pretty superfluous here. This is the dCS forum after all!
However, having participated here over the last couple of months I think I have found something I have not found, at least not to this degree, in over 40 years in the hobby - including participation in tens of online audio forums going back to the earliest days of BBSs. Although I have seen occasional flare-ups I find the debate here more curious (people tend to ask questions because they are interested in learning the answers, not just to prove they already do or to incite others), more informed (I have learned lots and learn more the further back into the archives that I delve) and more civil (most folks seem to be as graceful when they are agreed with or are right as they are when they are disagreed with or are wrong) than I have seen anywhere other than a very small specific corner of the Stereophile forum about 10-20 years ago. Maybe my lack of history here (I have to date read back, a little bit selectively, about a year) is making me look foolish and all the long time members are all chuckling and saying to themselves “Haha, n00b! He doesn’t remember that time when…”. Maybe so, but the folks I have interacted here seem that way to me at least…
So, if you want to, feel free to sit yourself down on the psychologist’s couch and ask yourself what it really is that drives your interest in this hobby.
For me at least some of the main factors are:
- I love music. Some think that is the most or only important thing but I actually disagree. Keep reading to understand what I mean.
- I love technology, particularly electronics and particularly digital electronics. I studied it in my youth but my career ended up taking a different path so maybe I am suffering a bit of withdrawal.
- I love new stuff. Whether it is generative AI, quantum cryptography, sodium batteries or streaming audio. I am a self-confessed neophile. I love understanding how it works, exploring the possibilities and testing the boundaries. I started using streaming as my main source 17 years ago when Sonos and Squeeze were the only delivery mechanisms. See here, I had one of each feeding my Boulder and Soulution DACs!
- I love learning. My father was a professor so I got the nature and the nurture on that one (not so much of the brains alas)
- And last but by no means least (and in fact maybe most!) I have a fairly obvious cast iron OCD. My obsession is the unobtainable goal of audio perfection and my compulsion is to upgrade/sidegrade. Reading many of the posts here I harbour a sneaky suspicion I might not be alone… Mrs Struts often kindly points out that musical enjoyment is simply a way to channel my compulsions. She contends it is my means and not my end.
So I am interested if any of you recognise yourselves in any of this or are prepared to jump on the couch and indulge in a little self reflection.
Further on I am thinking we might want to explore questions like:
- Is this the real life or is this just fantasy? (Did I like it because I heard it or did I hear it because I liked it?)
- The emperor’s new clothes (Innovation vs snake oil in a space where we think or know we hear a difference but don’t know why. Or what if anything we could measure to understand or explain it and how this vacuum is filled by both innovators and charlatans and how to distinguish the two)
- That’s a bad painting and I can prove it (Folks who try to refute observations with opinions, logic with belief, and vice versa)
- An entire industry built on confirmation bias? (Self explanatory!)
…and other such fun topics. I am not interested in trying to decide any of these debates here, or prove anyone right or wrong. Just have a philosophical meta-debate that might teach us a little bit more about ourselves and why we do what we do. I hope and believe we can actually make this work here, especially if we all bear in mind the forum rules and promise to be on our best behaviour. No “my dogma is bigger/better than yours”, no insults, no ad hominem attacks, etc.
Admins, stand by with your fire extinguishers but hold off, hopefully you won’t need them.
Or maybe nobody will care or dare. In which case thank you for reading this far and enjoy the rest of your day!